Wednesday, April 29, 2009

supper time

mysupper time now... 1 hour of resting.... but i'm right here missing you... heard from someone the Mos are going to stay in this institute. should i be happi or upset? i duno wat i'm suppose to do... will u still be here till my birthday... guess that will be the best present ever....

please lie to mi for once dat you're going to stay here till the damn swine is over....
heard dat u are quite close wif someone... alwaz looking for that person to go for lunch together... OMG!!!!!!! eniwaz, things will be different when u leave... so it doesnt matter bah i guess...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

????????

why do i miss u so much!?!?!?!?!?!

lost...........

Monday, April 27, 2009

counting down......

1 more week and you're leaving...

my heart sank when i saw dat u are not on call this week, ur last week!!!!! why ah? y am i not given a chance to see u even ur last week... its gonna be a long and draggy week w/o you... guess my birthday wish for this yr will not be fufilled... i onli wanted to have a pic wif you... so difficult meh?

disappointed....

Saturday, April 25, 2009

...........

another week passed w/o you....

extracted 2 teeth yesterday... now i'm juz a "bo geh" instead of an "ah lian".... still can eat lah. the pain wasnt as bad as wat i thought it would be... but after the LA waer off, i started to feel the pain. but of coz i faster force myself to sleep lor.. my sleeping dae mah... was damn shag lah....

eniwaz, i was woken up by a sms yesterday evening... the msg says lke this

"I SAW U ON TV"

OMG!!! i'm on tv!!!! in the news wor.... haha... am proud of singapore and the 2 institute dat was involve in the 1st case in ASIA!!!!!!! i was assisting in the case so they captured abit of mi... haha... onli can see eyebrows la... nthg else... if i dun tell ppl, guess nobody will know its mi bah.... how i wish u were around to share this small little "happiness" of mine... too bad, its juz my imagination onli lor....

where are you??????

Thursday, April 23, 2009

didnt see u todae...

misses you.....

Sunday, April 19, 2009

秘密

总在闭上双眼之后才能看见你
这是一个心中秘密偷偷在爱你
你却不知道有人在想你

总在黎明来临之前我还是清醒
什么时候我才可以进入你的心
好想对你说我正在想你

也许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情
遗忘吧过去的事不要再怀疑
我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等直到你离去

总在黎明来临之前我还是清醒
什么时候我才可以进入你的心
好想对你说我正在想你也
许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情
遗忘吧过去的事不要再怀疑

我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等直到你离去
也许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情

遗忘吧过去的事不要再怀疑
我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等直到你离去

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

haiz

this is the 3rd dae you're on leave... 6th dae u're not working.... the total of 6 daes since i've seen you.... misses you!!! eniwaz, the nights w/o u are boring and busy... haha even if you're around, the night is busy too... eniwaz, the night seems long and never ending.....

i put my fren aeroplane todae... suppose to go breakfast wif her, but in the end i did not turn up... juz for 2 words "spoilt brat"... am i considered petty? i juz dun lke ppl calling mi dat... ya, someone did tell mi dat, she means on harm, but @ dat point of time, i juz feel hurt... i can take eni jokes or eni names she gives mi, but not "SPOILT BRAT"!!!! i feel so bad after putting her aeroplane....

haiz... juz hope dat time pass faster so dat i can see u @ work again...

Friday, April 10, 2009

toothache

didi u managed to rest well?

hey u're finally on call on wed... so nice to see you.. didnt sae HI to you coz was so pissed off wif one of the staff... why should i be responsible for the instrument lost? she should be the one checking her own set isnt it? i forget bout my sets and wanted to try help her to prepare her sets but instead i get the blame... i tell myself if there's her case ever again, i'm not goging to take for her enimore... i've decided to be a selfish staff instead of a staff who alwaz help her to scrub cases....

but there was something that makes my night pretty... u called out to mi when i was sending for case @ transfer bay... it seems as if you've something to sae to mi, but there's someone else around... maybe you've reali nthg to sae to mi... eniewaz, was glad dat i received ur msgs in the evening... brightened up my day as well... but u also told mi dat you'll be on leave till next next week.. sad wor... means i cant see u till u come back on leave... well, its onli a matter of time u going to leave us and proceed wif the other posting.... so, i've gotta get used to nights w/o you....

went see the the dentist on thurs to have my rubberbands on to get ready for my braces... i didnt manage to have a complete meal till todae.... my gums are hurting... buay tahan ah!!!!!!!!!! going for teeth extraction and braces next month... argh!!!!!!!!!! cant imagine how i'm going to survive with onli milk for the next few weeks........

meanwhile enjoy ur holidays...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

shag night

i knew it wun be an easy and relax night yesterday... double tx case in m4... its killing mi... stressful and bored w/o u around to entertain mi... involve 2 discipline... cts and gs... are u sleeping soundly to get urself ready for today's call?

but i've overcome it and survived the night (w/o you) though... everything was in chaos and the other partner was not here till the case started... i was trying to be nice to help her prepare her trolley, but wat i get in return was her APing mi... i can juz let her die up there but i didnt. i dun expect a thank you from her, but not that kinda attitude lor... watever it is, everything did not go on as smoothly as wat it should be... @ dat point of time, how i wish you're around...

hopefully tonight will be a good call for u...

Monday, April 6, 2009

onli you

i'm here to share things wif u that i dun have a chance to share wif u.... its coz i've no courage to tell u face to face, over the phone or thru sms....